If He Holds Back His Orgasm, I’ll Be Beautiful

When I hit that “I can’t do this anymore” moment at the gym, what I think of is his cock.

When light therapy and hair removal hurt, when strength training wears me out, I think of him, aching and hard. He’s going through something much harder than this, for me. When I remember that, I can push a little further.

His orgasm is mine to keep on hold. And to make him ache even more, and be even happier, I keep working at staying beautiful.

The gym, Pilates, watching what I eat, early to bed and early to rise, hand care, lash perms, skincare, the brow salon. I put real effort into beauty too, because I want to be lovely all the way to the fingertips that touch him. All of it is to keep tempting his cock.

Before I met him, I could never stick with exercise or dieting. Staying motivated was so hard that I always gave up halfway. Now I keep going.

I think the hard thing closest to having your orgasm on hold is dieting. Appetite and desire. Both are human instincts, both are so hard to resist, and still we face them with willpower. Both have their hard moments. When I realized that, I felt like we’re in this together.

The more I work on my beauty, the harder it gets for him. When he tells me “holding back keeps getting harder and harder,” when he stays hard longer than before, that’s when I really feel it. Being hard all the time isn’t something to take for granted. And yet he’s always hard for me. I want him to stay turned on forever, so I want to keep being attractive.

As a reward for my effort, he keeps his own orgasm on hold and makes me come. Watching him right in front of me, holding back, squirming with how much he wants it, I feel so full and so happy.

And we both make sure we never forget to say thank you. Thank you for getting hard for me. Thank you for holding back. Thank you for making me come. I think it’s important to always say it out loud.

Being beautiful is for him, and it’s also for me. If I had to put a number on it, maybe 70% for him and 30% for me. Or maybe 60/40, I can’t quite decide. As I keep up with beauty and dieting, I’ve grown more confident too, and that has become part of my happiness.

It’s still hard. I never get used to it, and staying attractive takes effort every single day. But even when hard times come for me, he’s going through something harder, and if I try to be as strong as him, as strong as his cock holding on, I can get through it.

I want his to be the most aching, happiest cock in the world. That’s why I want to keep working at being attractive, from here on too.